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| Category: Evidence of The Presence of Guides |
Date published: July 13, 2003 |
My deceased sister
Today, I ascended into heaven within my own mind
I reunited with my sister
My sister’s name is “Melinda Sue”
She is the oldest of my brother Budd and I
Budd and I called her “Mina”
Cause we could not say Melinda … so “Mina” stuck!
Some where along the way it became
“Mina Sue”
I was born on her birthday July 24th 1964
We were two years Apart ~I was her birthday present~
I loved “Mina Sue” … I followed her every move!
I was a “brat” according to her she would “exclaim”
Of course I knew she loved me and meant it in love and laughter
Our life as children was filled with trials and tribulation
We became strong for it.
At 29 years of age my sister “Mina”
“Died a horrible death”
“I was devastated!”
I felt her presence on that day
In my higher awareness
I heard her Voice Trying to get my attention!
“Saying “Mom ~ Gwen”
“I am right here I am okay”
Many times through the years I’ve heard her in silence
I am sad to say this was not often
I had become too busy in my life to notice
She was always in my heart and memory though
Early after her death I learned meditation and in a
Guided meditation, we were to ask the name of our guide
I heard the name “Ma nit sue”
Through the years I called on “Ma nit sue” to guide me
He felt male to me…Very powerful and strong
Not that gender matters … but
There is a difference in strength of male energy
And the softness of female energy
Here it is July ~ our birthday is up coming
10 years “Mina” has been gone
I will be 39 she would have been 41
I have a terminal illness and I am open to the mysteries of life
More than ever before
In my heart I desired to visit with her
For I miss her so much!
Today July 13, 2003
I was writing and thinking of “Mina”
As I wrote to her remembering her in honor
I was astonished when I wrote
Her name “Mina Sue”
At that moment I realized –
“The magnitude of this epiphany”
* Laughter overtook me*
Joy filled me with Tears of love~…my laughter
Was so deep and profoundly healing to my heart
The humor of it dawning on me …
It was so simple who “Ma nit sue” was
“Ma nit sue” is “Mina~Sue”
All this time aching from my loss
Missing her - suffering through life
When we lose a loved one to physical death
I was reunited ~ awakened to the fact that she is with me!
Just as God is with me ~ because they are together one!
And I am also one with them
“Ma nit sue” is “Mina~Sue”
~WOW~
She has been here all along
“I am so thankful for this awakening!”
A great manifestation a beautiful revelation!
I am filled with Joy and Peace
~My Laughter has not ceased~
And it was revealed in my a-wake daytime hours
Not in my dreams but during the light of day!
I visited with my sister today
And I now know and understand
We are together Never separated
“Mina~Sue” is truly with me
“Cheering me on in my life”
~To awaken to the mysteries of his Kingdom~
Together we are forever bonded in love
Thanks be to God for this Great birthday gift!
The epiphany of my sister
“Mina~Sue”
GG :)
In honor of
“Mina~Sue”
For our ~birthday~
I would like to share a poem she wrote
God Bless and enjoy! GG :)
~Just Ask~
Some days we walk a lonely path
With tear drops in our eyes
Caught up in worries of the day
Before we realize God is there
To share the load, no matter what the task
The weight is eased when shared by two
All we need to do is ask
“Mina~Sue”
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