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Date published: September 2, 2005 |
 "Awakening" "Eyes of Emerald Green"
To all those walking through the dark night of your soul-
"Walking through the dark night of my soul"
For once I cursed all life!
begged to die!
Repulsed by all my inner suffering
as I painfully -perceived all the suffering in the world around me
walked on the edge of chaos
drowning in an ocean of self pity
suffocated- in hopeless desperation
-cursing my own breath of life
My cries were felt In the presence of pain
as hate chased me to consume me
A tormenting bite of ill confusion
tasting a bitter war within my mind
Angrily, knowing...that love,
was somewhere hidden within the silence of this womans, simple soul
only, was I feeling as though love was disguised as harmful hate
- playing games, laughing at the suffering
as it continued its torture
increasing my heart ache at the suffering in the world
Desperately feeling,
If only, I could touch the heart of compassion-
breaking the chains of my pains suffering
healing my own wounded spirit dancing in the seat of my own soul
I was naked as I faced my own reflection
frightened by what lurked beneath
walking a lonely journey through the dark night of my hearts soul...
Walking on the edge of chaos
grasping my breath for one last chance
in hopeful desperation-I sat alone
"As a fierce storm behooved me!" awakening me to all divine wisdom
In disaster, I was dreaming
I walked through my suffering
-I had fallen into the void -within the darkness of my mind -
"A bright light came flashing"
all in an instant filling my eyes
As eight beings stood beside me
four on each side of me- peace was upon me
I opened my inner eyes.... Discovering a light upon a path,
far into the distance.. ...A being of innocense lay in waiting...
Upon a closer look, upon -arriving,
I was shocked to awareness
~ It was I ~ "MY own souls essence"
-she was sitting under a small light
as the darkness engulfed the void around her.
She looked upon me, As if she saw right through me.
"Instantly,
I felt a jolt !
-An awareness in clarity" as a bright light filled my body
Now enveloped with a greater understanding....
As all eight beings stood by my side
four on each side,
we were held in the presence of the divine
OUR POWER IN DIVINE LOVES, CO-CREATIVE INTENTION
"I reached forth and embraced,this being"
-with her eyes of emerald green,
She was looking upon me for my loves compassion
she was shining with gratefulness, as if I arrived to save her!
"Gifting her the dance of our re-union."
As I looked into her eyes of emerald green, I could see my own reflection
- I could not deny my own responsibility, In my empowered will -
-A gift given from divine love, long ago.
Our gift of creative empowered beauty-
alive in our physical eyes perception
With divine Loves-wings, in a renewed eyes perception
~ I soared in spirit ~ toward this light of innocense,
taking her hand within mine
revealing her shadow of greater things to come, as we became one
Suddenly,
I was swallowed in an instantaneous galaxy of revelations wisdom
- I awakened from this dream of life-
Holding-a key of gratefulness within my hands
opening- an inner door of heaven within me.
Now, awakening my heart of gratefulness I embraced my master mind.
Walking through the door of gratefulness, I became one with my purpose
Now, I soar with wings in divine loves expression
touching the hearts of many giving them hope from the divine!
Embraced by this light of understanding-
"Loves Divine hope" is in fact expanding in this life time!"
As time moves swiftly forward-
in undetectable speeds, sometimes, in slow motion
as deaths knock upon the doors of change
-too numerous to mention or-reflect upon.
For surely greater changes have come to me each day.
The light of divine loves essence is expanding
-as transformation ...
has certainly revealed a new being living graciously within me.
As my heart sings songs -of divine loves grateful beauty!
"I smile with all life"
As my emerald green eyes shine
- In a new eyes perception giving hope
as I trust divine order
-my heart rest in peace!
For surely manifested before me, is loves divine beauty,
Prosperity and abundance all around me.
Now, my only knowing -Is being loves expression!
"Grateful heart now awakened in honor a psalm to Divine Love"
My heart is Grateful! upon awakening- to divine loves essence-
As each new day appears before me.... as I open my eyes new perception...
I step up with a smile, I greet these moments of the day
holding the hands-of divine love~ in my heart of gratefulness~ I feel joyful manifesting grateful beauty -all around me and within me.
My heart surely sings in gratefulness, as I take in my breath of life
My heart surely feels peace -as the gift of life lives within me!
Now, as I stand in awe In humbleness In my innocense
A simple request,
I ask with a heart of gratefulness to Divine Love,
Allow me, the ability to give you
the nameless, profound Love -you have gifted me!
Grant -that I may open my vessel giving you a gift
-lived in a beautiful-divine expression of you!
I trust, that as you expand within me,
As I feel the power of your essence -all this beautiful bliss!
-that surely you will channel through me outpouring through me
- As a relief valve -I express your loves vastness
giving to others your love
-in confidence my heart knows
that it-will in fact give to others -hope and encouragement!
As I reflect in retrospect, upon the journey of my lifes voyage-
In awe ...I am standing of crossing the abyss of darkness
In longsuffering -My heart of gratefulness is now birthed!
I am now standing joyfully embraced by all lifes manifested beauty
I am grateful! For divine love is surely alive breathing love within me
Regardless of lifes appearances
I live gratefully in loving peace!
Giving hope and encouraging the hopeful!
Love, Lady Gwendolyn :)
Author's Comments: ""Walking through the dark night of my soul upon awakening sometimes felt in slow motion, and at times in soaring speeds Undetectable , Loves healing light was discovered walking with me through it all! With the keys to heaven in my hands I opened the door within my heart of gratefulness, stepping inside feeling Joy from the bliss of gratefulness for love and all life! " "
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